Tell me why I’m sticking around? I have never had a problem with anyone wanting to be with me but the ones I actually want to be with. Why is it necessary that I have to play mind games? I’m sick of all this emotional warfare. My heart can’t take this bullshit anymore. I want to scream in your face to tell you how selfish you are and how you never deserved me but I chose you! I chose you and I trusted you only to have you betray me. You lied to me, you told me that I was exactly what you wanted but when the time came around for you to prove it you give me bullshit reasons. I am so disgusted with you at this point but even more disgusted with myself because I’m stuck. And I’m choosing to stay stuck? And for what? For someone who says they want to be with me but can’t claim that I’m his girlfriend? you’re fucking pathetic, and you’re immature and I never ever should have given you a 2nd chance. I was a fool to even have given you the first chance. The 2nd chance I gave you was only to hurt me 10x deeper than you did before..